It doesn’t matter what blog you run, this won’t ruin your page even a bit. xx
its a never ending heavy hearted feeling. Nothing is wrong, yet i cant be happy. Everything is fake, when im at school its like, who cares about her? she has made to many mistakes, she’s weird and a bitch. Im the way i am, because i have flaws, regrets and its taken over my life. My biggest wish is to wake up in the morning and smile, and be happy and mean IT ! no more of this fake stuff… i wish i had friends who werent fake, i wish i was normal.. and happy. im tired of hurting and im tired of being tired. Sometimes i wish i was gone, and lately thats been often . I try my best but no one see’s it. Oh well….
its like the only emoition im aloud to feel is sadness, hurt, and lonliness.. with the occasional emptiness. why cant i feel happy without faking it…
today your here, tomorrow your gone.. all i want is you. You play me and everytime i let you. I cant stand it, but i cant not fall for it, your all i ever wanted and when you pretend you want me back… im foolish„
